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Friday, June 12, 2009

Enough Said

4th miscarriage is taking place now. I do believe that this is Gods way of saying that I am not meant to be a mother. I feel bad for Aaron for being stuck with me, but he refuses to leave. I just don't know if I can keep trying only for us to have to go through this over and over again. And I definitly don't know about paying thousands and thousands of dollars for IVF at a chance of ending up with a baby (or 2 or 3 or 7).

2 comments:

Jessica-Marie said...

Sarah I am so sorry.
And please do not feel that my posts or anything are in any way meant to upset you.
I can not imagine what you are going through. All I can say is that I know it must be very hard to have any faith at all in anything at this point and that it is probably scary.
Aaron love you regardless, that is easy to see.
I just hope you two can decide on what action to take now and be as happy as you can!

Davis Fam said...

Love you Sarah, I truly am sorry and realize that I can't take away your pain, but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are a wonderful person.