Enough Said

4th miscarriage is taking place now. I do believe that this is Gods way of saying that I am not meant to be a mother. I feel bad for Aaron for being stuck with me, but he refuses to leave. I just don't know if I can keep trying only for us to have to go through this over and over again. And I definitly don't know about paying thousands and thousands of dollars for IVF at a chance of ending up with a baby (or 2 or 3 or 7).